It is in moment of weakness and fear..that you'll realise how much someone WANTS to give you. He pointed it right, straight and right on my face..yes, indeed..he was right, it is MY problem, not his.
Yeah, he claimed he couldnt do anything...ok I will *try* very hard to believe in this. He didn't want to or he couldnt? Maybe it was just my own expectations .. what hurt the most was he lost his temper before I did.. . . .. I was doing my best to stay calm and rational. now he is talking to me like he talks to his parents. . . .. i used to have this positive belief since a week ago that he will never do that to me. but now, i think i can't think too positively. haiz. face it. he is treating me like his immediate family member already. whahhaaa. ha!

well, as usual, erase it and find excuses for him n give him chanceS. but i seem to know where this is heading to..

No one in the world will do whatever it takes to make you happy. Only yourself and sometimes, your parents.

No one in the world will go beyond their job scope with the sincere heart to serve. Only yourself and sometimes, your parents.

No one in the world will exchange their youth for your happinesses, their precieved defination of happiness sometimes. No one but your parents.

no one in the world will offer help as readily as your parents ....
yes, i really feel loved today..
not by anyone else but my parents.

learn to depend on me and love ya parents.

(and somehow I am feeling..mixed about this)